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[Wednesday September 3rd, 2008 6:12pm] if you're reading this, whoever the hell you are I don't care if I don't even know you/talk to you/whatever, post your address in a comment. I'm going to screen them, so don't worry about other people seeing it, just post your most recent address or the one you'll be at within the next two or so weeks if you're going back to school or something. beep beep

[Wednesday August 20th, 2008 5:37am] add flashneverlasts before i delete this journal, plz beep beep

[Tuesday August 19th, 2008 6:53am] i can tell how upset my dad and brother are that fay didn't hit us directly. i mean, really bummed. they had the generator and tons of gas and those army MREs all ready, man. totally depressed vibe in the air right now. in other news, i think i'm going to delete this journal instead of letting it stick around when i switch names. beep beep

[Monday August 11th, 2008 9:14pm] i remember a few months ago cristobel saying at bamboozle that his goal was that our company would be selling five shirts online a day within the next three months. i remember looking at him and thinking 'he's fucking crazy' but not wanting to say it out loud. i remember thinking that his expectations were way too high, that this was just something fun that we were doing, something to maybe get a few t-shirts out here and there. i remember i felt like the only sane one in the group gathered around the booth. in the past three days we've sold fifteen shirts, and all other days since we got kicked off of warped tour have been pretty consistently the same, with at least two shirts sold each day. christine dropped off some shirts at the merch table for cute is what we aim for, and i was scared they wouldn't get them. tom, the drummer, messaged shawn today saying they had them and would definitely be sporting them. people keep stopping by the myspace to tell us they're buying the shirts, and that dan from play radio play sent them our way. it's seriously going to happen, i promise. beep beep

[Thursday August 7th, 2008 12:15am] I'm officially dropping out of college to go to cosmetology school. My dads going to get a loan that he said he'd pay off "it' not a matter of anything, alex, except whether or not you want to do it. i want you to do what's going to make you happy" I think I'm going to take a semester off so that in January I can get an apartment with Nicole, because I'm going to have to pay for anything if I don't want to live at home. I'm going to apply at best buy with rob as a reference, then at perkins with kaly as a reference. if I don't get hired at either, kaly says I can definitely go back to signature announcements, which I didn't even think about. I could work whatever hours I wanted, really, and it's easy work for a decent amount of money. It's boring, but it's a definite fall back at least. beep beep

[Tuesday July 29th, 2008 11:18pm] fuck it. i'm going to live vicariously through myself beep beep

[Tuesday July 29th, 2008 2:15am] i just dont know what im doing (or what the hell i should do) beep beep

[Sunday July 27th, 2008 1:25am] maybe i will start writing music, dad beep beep

[Friday July 25th, 2008 2:55am] you can see the satellites from here and planes look like shooting stars, you think. when everything, all you have left, is man-made you hope you'll still be holding hands and praying the planes don't crash like the stars burnt out. beep beep

[Saturday July 19th, 2008 2:57pm] my dad just had a conversation with me about college, and about my grades and about flunking out. he told me he wouldn't be mad if i wanted to take a break, told me i should go off to europe for six months or, no joke, start a band. he said he wouldn't be mad if i needed time, he'd only be mad if i didn't tell him i needed that time because i'd be wasting his money by making him pay for school when i didn't want to be there. i have the best dad ever, seriously. i mean, A BAND?! come on. beep beep

[Thursday July 17th, 2008 2:00pm] p.s. i want to go to the beach, please beep beep

[Thursday July 17th, 2008 1:58pm] right now, sitting in my inbox, we have orders from: texas, pennsylvania, minnesota, south carolina, and california. it's ridiculous. beep beep

[Wednesday July 9th, 2008 12:36am] one day we'll stand on the moon and tip our heads back and laugh and reach our hands out towards the stars, one day, but until then... beep beep

[Friday July 4th, 2008 11:46pm] there's not enough time. beep beep

[Sunday June 22nd, 2008 4:35pm] maybe we're all just looking for someone (to dance with) beep beep

[Saturday June 14th, 2008 6:22pm] oh you never answer the phone unless youre dancing alone beep beep

[Monday June 9th, 2008 5:32am] i appreciate that my brother texts in full sentences. shawn too beep beep

[Friday June 6th, 2008 3:57pm] so i've been going through old pictures on peoples journals from the age of 13-ish to now and it's stupid but all i can think of while looking at the pictures is i was never as fat and ugly as i thought i was. beep beep

[Friday June 6th, 2008 2:03pm] To everyone that thinks I puked on the stairs last night: I did not. I casually threw up in the grass. I was raised with a touch of class. That is all. beep beep

[Monday May 26th, 2008 3:26am] also, i hope there is always someone in which you can call upon and ask 'do you love me?' knowing that the answer will always be 'yes' beep beep

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